DREAM SCHEME

april 15,

i dreamed i could fly! it was the greatest thing. i took these flying lessons with my teachers and classmates at school as if it were just another precal lesson. we ran and dove so you thought you’d hit the ground, but instead,

you dove back up and soared. we flew so far, far into the mountains. we were all holding hands.  and this girl from my school was there holding mine. the teachers told us to let go. i was too scared, so when she let go of everyone else, i climbed on her back and held her around her throat. once i saw it was okay,

i let go

and flew!

and it was amazing! i loved it. i would trade my soul for real experiences like that.

april 14, nappy time.

a dream inside a dream.

i dremt that we were camping outside in someone’s back yard. there was a huge rainstorm, and eventually, a tornado. but i predicted it, so we were safe. i went in the house while everyone was on the gigantic covered back porch. there was a dog. i knew the dog from somewhere, but i couldn’t remember. the dog was huge and shaggy with light blue eyes. i wasn’t afraid at first and i told him to move. he grabbed me on either side of my head as if he had clawed hands. i was screaming and fighting.

i woke up, and it turns out that it was danielle clawing around my ears. i was furious at her, why would she do that? i couldn’t understand.

then i really woke up.

i’ve never had a dream with a dog who’s been dead for years in it. the dog’s name was chance, and he wouldn’t have hurt a soul. it’s odd that he was in my dream.

April 4, 2009

Part 1: i found a half used lit cigarette in an ash tray, i picked it up and finished it. my dad was there but there was someone standing in between us so he didn’t see it until i was done with it. i told him i was pretending,

and he believed me.

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Part 2: my kitty was with me. i said hello, and she said hello back. i was dumbfounded. kittens aren’t like parakeets, not like Articuno. they can’t talk. but she did. we were in a town. we wanted to leave. to cross to the next town you had to lean against a solid white wall and stepp on a narrow ledge. behind me and below me it was a foggy blueish white. the white wall met water on the ledge. we made it to the next town. when i asked my kitty what name she liked better, zoey or luna, he smiled and ran off into the white.

i’m not quite sure

what my dreams are anymore.

i seem to remember them the best when i wake up on my own. that way i slowly slip out of my dream phase and wake up while still dreaming, if that makes any sense.

those are the most vivid, the most fun.

i suppose i’ll have to wait and see if i’ll have any good dreams without such a circumstance.

“Maybe I’m dreaming you. Maybe you’re dreaming me and we only exist in each other’s dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget eachother.”

-the time traveler’s wife.

pinch me.

i havent had many dreams lately

or at least any that i remember.

i do know that i thought articuno died last night

but then he woke up

it was a bad dream that i care not to see in real life.

savannahmaree:

“to the vector belong the spoils.”

you’re the line, i’m the dot

you’re the land, i’m the ocean

you’re the star, i’m the sky

you’re the hunter, i’m the deer

you’re lost, i am found

et cetera, et cetera

all i remember of my dream last night is that i was dating jake adkins from my latin class.

i know i liked how comforting he was, and that i thought we were cute together.

that’s about it.

i have no feelings whatsoever for that boy.

when nice dreams like that meet reality, i’ll be happy.

sea of dreams,

a couple of weeks ago i dreamt that me and all of my friends were in austin.

after seeing some shows it started raining. then flooding.

so after aquiring some shoes, we all went to a park, presumably zilker.

it was dark. the stars were shining the brightest i’ve ever seen them, like fireworks. we all sat down and watched. all of us, our 30 deep team.

the i went home. beyonce had bought my neighbor’s house and was living upstairs while the first floor was being used as a little shop with clothes her and amanda bynes had designed. she had a snake. it had large metal teeth that bit me, but didn’t hurt at all whatso ever.

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the day after that i had my gazillionth dream about hill top.

it was absurd.

in real life me and steff went there, not too long after that dream.

i haven’t dreamt about it since.